/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

      $7 USD  or more

     

1.
06:04
2.
02:47
3.
03:03
4.
03:56
5.
03:37
6.

credits

released December 11, 2015

tags

license

all rights reserved

about

Madeleine McQueen Rochester, New York

contact / help

Contact Madeleine McQueen

Streaming and
Download help

Track Name: Long Gone
We laughed and cried and wept and screamed
For something we could no longer keep
‘Cause it got lost, with our fears and our thoughts in our minds

Well, sure we were kids, and not knowing words,
We threw them around like no one would hurt
And you said forever but that’s just too long of a time

Ah, you said forever, but that’s just too long of a time
Ah, you said forever, but that’s just too long of a time

There’s no use in holding on to something that’s long gone, long gone
There’s no use in holding on to something that’s long gone, long gone

It’ll never be over, but still never be, and this love has left bruises on me
And no matter the hurt I’ll always come back for more
‘Cause you love the power and I love the pain
And each time around we’re always the same
Killing ourselves looking through cracks in the door

Ah, we’re killing ourselves looking through cracks in the door
Ah, we’re killing ourselves looking through cracks in the door

There’s no use in holding on to something that’s long gone, long gone
There’s no use in holding on to something that’s long gone, long gone

You say you don’t lie, but how can I believe?
When each word from your mouth has a million other meanings
Well, wait, I’ve heard it all before
There’s no use in coming around here anymore
So please don’t come knocking at my door

Ah, we’re killing ourselves looking through cracks in the door
Ah, we’re killing ourselves looking through cracks in the door

There’s no use in holding on to something that’s long gone, long gone
There’s no use in holding on to something that’s long gone, long gone

There’s no use in holding on to something that’s long gone, long gone
There’s no use in holding on to something that’s long gone, long gone x2
Track Name: Loving You
I had a rose, in my garden
And that’s what lead me to you
And all its thorns, they were forgotten
But still gave me these wounds

But that’s nothing new
I’m far too used to
Your painful truth
But that’s loving you

On my map, you were my ocean
Bringing me worldly skies
And your waves, once beautiful commotion
Now only washed up your lies

But that’s nothing new
I’m far too used to
Being pulled back by the currents of your moon
But that’s loving you

You can give me your earth
Unravel your lies
Whisper them before my heavy eyes
And when it’s all good and done
And I’m on my way
Your pull’s not so bad
When gravity makes me stay

Well that’s nothing new
I’m far too used to
Being pulled back in by you
Yeah that’s nothing new
I’m far too used to
Being pulled back in by you
By you
You
But that’s loving you
Track Name: SMIC
She’s got my name and your number
And you’ve got a twisted sense of right
If I’m the lightning, she’s the thunder
She’s loud, but I’m bright
Well “don’t worry” said your lips
As they dripped more lies
Well I’m not worried, I assure you
Just watching a tragic demise

How dare you think it wouldn’t get back to me
That you’ve been all tangled up with my clone
Love’s your easy word, but it always hurts
Now look who’s good and grown
I hope you had your fun playing in the dark

You had me hanging on your every empty word
When my instincts decided to flee
I was game changer, your indigo bird
But now you’ve found another me
You lost yourself in the fame and the lights
And only saw my silhouette
Now you’re drowning in your paradise
With a heavy head of regret

How dare you think it wouldn’t get back to me
That you’ve been all tangled up with my clone
Love’s your easy word, but it always hurts
Now look who’s good and grown

How dare you think it wouldn’t get back to me
That you’ve been all tangled up with my clone
Love’s your easy word, but it fucking hurts
Now look who’s good and grown
I hope you had your fun, I hope you had your fun playing in the...

Dark is all I see is
Nothing, leave me be
I’m lying here with these drowsy eyes

How dare you think it wouldn’t get back to me
That you’ve been all tangled up with my clone
Love’s your easy word, but it fucking hurts
Now look who’s good and grown
I hope you had your fun,
I hope you had your fun playing in the dark
Track Name: Entangled
Hold me,
Hold me in your arms until I fall asleep
Asleep and safe and sound and nearly dreaming
Dreaming of our love without a lie

Tracing,
Tracing all the freckles on my fragile skin
Drawing constellations till I’m caving in
When all your steady work is dead and done

So love me,
Love me like you used to
Love me like you say you still do
‘Cause I’ve been missing you

Careful,
Careful not to fall back into nothing
‘Cause nothing always seems to look like something
And something looks so beautiful to me

Trouble,
Trouble follows shortly after you dear
And I’d be lying if I didn’t want you here
But it’s easier to call myself naive

So love me,
Love me like you used to
Love me like you say you still do
‘Cause I’ve been missing you

Every night, I’ll ask you not to hurt me
And every time, you say you never would
But I, I’ve got a delicate mind
And you’re an earthquake
An earthquake

Easy,
Easy when you surround me
Envelop all the instincts of my being
I still would love to call you home

So love me,
Love me like you used to
Love me like you say you still do
‘Cause I’ve been missing you
Track Name: Loosen Up
I’ve got a habit of losing my mind
I’m once again going insane
One little word that slips from your thoughts
Like a seed, planted in my brain

And you gave it to me, with no ounce of shame
And you laid it on thick, like it was my name
Well you know me too well
And I know your games
But I’m back inside my head trying to be okay

Loosen up, I keep telling myself
There’s no use in crying, when no one’s gonna help
Loosen up, I keep telling myself
Cover me up, I wanna be someone else

I’ll drink it down, swallow my fears with their pride
Same people, different place, different night
Yeah babe, it burns like bleach to my skin
But that’s just the game we happen to be living in

Loosen up, I keep telling myself
There’s no use in crying, when no one’s gonna help
Loosen up, I keep telling myself
Cover me up, I wanna be someone else

No use in waiting to come back, tonight
Someone put me to sleep and I’ll be fine
I’ll be fine

Loosen up, I keep telling myself
There’s no use in crying, when no one’s gonna help
Loosen up, I keep telling myself
Cover me up, I wanna be someone else
Loosen up, I keep telling myself
There’s no use in crying, when no one’s gonna help
Loosen up, I keep telling myself
Cover me up, I wanna be someone else
Track Name: Walking With My Mind
It’s all lost in my thoughts
It’s all caught in my dreams
And I’m banking on your heart
To tell me what it means

They come to me at night
I watch them float my way
Bathe myself in light
Yeah, I’m waiting on that day

Am I slowly going mad?
‘Cause I’m losing track of time
And I’m wondering where I’ve gone
When I’m walking with my mind

We’ve been to the dark side
But we came back with the wind
And I like the way they watch me move
As if I’m one of them
Am I slowly going mad?
‘Cause I’m losing track of time
And I’m wondering where I’ve gone
When I’m walking with my mind

Don’t close your eyes
Don’t fall asleep
‘Cause it’s getting late at night
And I want you to, want you to notice me

Am I slowly going mad?
‘Cause I’m losing track of time
And I’m wondering where I’ve gone
When I’m walking with my mind

Am I slowly going mad?
‘Cause I’m losing track of time
And I’m wondering where I’ve been
When I’m walking with my mind